Yay . my boyfriend fell for another girl and the other girl likes my boyfriend too . I feel so fucking hurt right now (: goes to show how awesome it feels .
He and her are so compatible :) . And yes im just being a sulky loser not doing anything to them . Thats because i dont want to make things more complicated. Im not the typical type who goes out there and fight back . In the end , the person whom youre fighting for doesnt feel for you anymore .So whats the use .
Let them be if they wish they want to . I want to see how long this could go till we finally have an end to my love story for now. Im disappointed in you , but its okay . I know you dont this seriously , and yes theres so many out there including her in your world now right ? . okay . go and enjoy . god bless.
I’ll be okay . hopefully . I guess this is karma for me . Moving on ~ !
Hello . yes i am kinda fucking angry and pissed after ive found out who i really am . which turns out to be a bitch . thanks to sissy since she knows everything about me :) no , im not tryna be sarcastic .
I need to know anyway . Yeah . i need my boyfee more than my friends .. but i care for both . i may do ditching and i help too right ? :( im the listening ear to all their problems even though i cant help . i have this horrible attitude but Its just me .
Sometimes i find myself hated. no wonder some people hate me so much.
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PS : this shit is over . What ive written is srsly crap . Fuckyou and i shall start forgetting abt this. HAHA IM CRAZY BYE.
Hello , havent been updating space for quite some time huh ? . well , it is a private one anyway . Well , it seems like i’ve been pretty sad for this week TWICE . I’ve currently got out of the state fr nw, but not three months later .
Aisyah’s moving to syria . and i’ll be fucking alone and Solo-ing for the rest of my life ? . I guess i have to face it . Loneliness ,here i come .
I’ll be losing a loved and close one and the only one i have . But , if she needs to go , i cnnt do anyhting . Its sad you see ,we wont be close anymore . :’( .
Its ok . stay strong , liyana. i might breakdown a few times..
Hello . i am superbly angry right now . I srsly hate to think , but i guess i have to this time . Today was suppose to be a happy day but some shit happened all thanks to me . yay , im to blame for someone else’s things .
I dont want to start an argument or whatesover , just blame it all on me alright . The only thing im pissed off at is just get over it . it already happened, what do you want me to do ? :(
My boyfriend is not reply my messages at all and i really miss him , i swear . Its like i dont know him alrd and his bestfriend’s msging me instead which is so .. not suppose to be happening.
And my family isnt going to get me a guitar yet , but no thts out of topic.
Anyway , im so sick of being so patient with everything . and there goes people using me here and there . And im so jealous of this specific couple , H & Z . i really envy them alot .
kay , dream on for me .
It aint easy . oh well . im still moodless . ttfn.
Hello , and here i am all depressed . Today i went out and sortof had fun , but then i screwed up . ULTIMATE FAIL , when i called boyfee for the 1st time . I swea ri couldve killed myself .
- He doesnt call ME his girlfriend
- He doesnt care
- I hate it when we have nothing to talk about
- I hate the fact that i dont love him
- I hate my current state
I FUCKING HATE IT .
